It has been a long time ago since my last post.hope u’re fine,my future.I’m too busy lately with my assignments and classes.But what makes me upset lately is the news about DBSK.I dont know what should i say about this matter.When I watch their latest performance of Stand By You,it cant make me okay like before when i watch their videos.It feels like something is missing between them.The smiles that were used to make me happy,queitely faded away from their faces.The happy laughs that used to be my happy pill,now replaced by their “straight” faces.Urrggghhh..How i wish those times to turn back!!!!
But I know it cant.Something that is impossible.Me & other Cassies,i believe,they’ll feel the same.Longing for their smiling faces.The happiness & pure that we used to see before.
I wish I can always stand by you (Yunho) and DBSK.But if the time for me has come,I need to go.But I”ll never leave the feeling I have for you.I just need to go.But if I keep on looking at your face,I’ll feel hurt.And if I see your sad face,I’ll feel even worst!But if I see your smile,just trust me…I’ll keep those smiles with me…forever…This song is for you~~~
노을..바라보다 (Picture Of You)
동방신기 (東方神起)
The Fourth Album MIROTIC
저녁 노을이 지고 하나 둘 켜지는
불빛을 따라서 너에게 가고 있어
차가운 바람에 움추린 네 어깨가
내려 앉기 전에 내가 감싸줄께
날 봐 love you 바보같은 그대
그 모든 것이 나에겐 다 소중한걸
그대 위로 떠오른 태양만큼
눈이 부신 이 가슴으로
기다려준 시간만큼 널 내가 지켜줄께
기도한 모든 꿈이 간절한
내 향기로 남아 우릴 향해 있어
More than the air I breathe
밝아올 아침에 함께 웃을 수 있는
나의 바램들이 이뤄질 수 있도록
내가 기다릴께 네 손 놓지 않을께
눈물 뿐이라 해도 내가 닦아줄께
끝이 보이지 않아도
아무리 험한 길일지라도 약속할께
my my my my please be mine
그대 위로 떠오른 태양만큼
눈이 부신 이 가슴으로
기다려준 시간만큼 널 내가 지켜줄께
기도한 모든 꿈이 간절한
내 향기로 남아 우릴 향해 있어
More than the air I breathe
사랑한다고 이젠 그대 뿐이라고
저 하늘 끝에 소리쳐 전하고 싶어
love you 터질듯한 가슴이
그대를 부르고 있어
아픈 시련이 우릴 찾아와도
그 아픔에 목 메어와도
다 어루만져 줄 수 있는
내가 더 사랑할께
투명한 웃음꽃이 반짝이는 저 별들처럼
아름답게 널 너만을 비춰줄께
그대 위로 떠오른 태양만큼
눈이 부신 이 가슴으로
기다려준 시간만큼 널 내가 지켜줄께
사랑해 널 사랑해
세상가장 눈부신 그대 꿈결같은 이맘
More than the air I breathe
After the after glow sets,
I’m going towards you,
Following the lights which turn on one by one
I’ll embrace you,
Before the cold wind makes your shoulders flinch
I love you,
The foolish you,
You’re so precious to me
As much as the sun that rises above you,
I’ll keep you safe as much as you’ve waited for me, with this glaring heart,
All the dreams I’ve prayed for,
They’re going towards you with my sincere scent
I hope that my wishes of smiling next to you every new morning,
Will be able to come true
I’ll wait for you,
I’ll never let go of your hands,
Even if it’s only tears,
I’ll wipe them away for you
Although we are not able to see the end,
No matter how bumpy our road is,
I’ll promise you, please be mine
As much as the sun that rises above you,
I’ll keep you safe as much as you’ve waited for me, with this glaring heart,
All the dreams I’ve prayed for,
They’re going towards you with my sincere scent,
More than the air I breathe,
‘I love you’ ‘You’re the only one’,
I want to yell those words out into the sky
I love you, my heart which feels like bursting is calling out to you
No matter how many times they find us,
No matter if we can’t breathe,
Like those invisible flower-like smiles,
Which shine just like the stars,
I’ll keep you safe beautifully
As much as the sun that rises above you,
I’ll keep you safe as much as you’ve waited for me, with this glaring heart,
I love you, I love you,
You’re the most beautiful in this world,
This dream-like heart,
More than the air I breathe…
It’s been a long time since my last post.I missed my blog so much.Dat’s why I wrote here today.
Errrmmm….
About me?Okay!Before that,”SELAMAT HARI RAYA” to all Muslims!
Now it’s about me.I missed DBSK & all my on9 buddies so much!Since my last post,many things happened to me.But the most unforgettable thing is when my own bestfriend “coupled” with my “secret admire”.
Ouchhh!It’s so painfull! How should I describe it?It’s a heart-broken thing dat I ever felt.She knew I admired him so much but why did she took him away from me?Well,that’s what I get from my “silence” from telling him my feeling when I got the chance to tell him before.
Now I know dat love is not an easy thing to handle with.It’s a though,hard and unpredictable thing to think about.This heart-breaking made me wanna scream & shout out what I felt.So let me shout it loud here!
It’s still helpless but at least I have somewhere to shout it out!
How does it hurt me?No body knows!I have liked him since I’m in my high school (19 ys) and now I’m 24!Count it urself.And she knows it but still she accept him.And now,there’s only 1 person left inside my heart.JUNG YUNHO ssi!Chelbal…Tuwa chuseyo!!!!
What I wish now is,may GOD help me to be strong…Lastly,this song is for all…
Yesterday I hv an instinct about something might happened.But I dunno what is it actually until I open my mail box on yahoo.It was a msg from ShenyuePop!I maybe got it late but reading diz made me worry and the first face popped out from my mind is “JUNG YUNHO”!Doesn’t he’s bz wif his drama shooting?How is he doing & did diz matter make him worry?Owh…If only I can be with them diz moment?Life is so cruel!Here’s are the msgs:
Round 1. DBSK vs. Slave Management E
“All of you have probably been reading up, in perhaps, the largest case this time round with SM Entertainment. Every time they reach their peak they seem to find a way to dwindle back down again.
Some of you will remember when ShinHwa left SM, and even less of you will remember when H.O.T broke up. Each time was unique unto its own, but one thing was a constant, SMs mishandling and mistreatment of their stars. This time it’s DBSKs turn to face them head on.
No one at their highest form would want to drop from the label that made them famous. If anything they should have a loyalty with each other, a loyalty that goes beyond a legal contract, a deep bond and trust that comes from years of training and years of being an active star under the guide of their company.
But when things like this happen over and over again, it makes it clear who one should trust when a lawsuit like this, or a discussion like this arises. “Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me”. And this being the third time with their biggest active stars, the public should follow that saying properly and stop being fooled. No one is saying it’s time to blind ourselves, deafen our ears and just follow whatever the DBSK lawyers say. No, but to see through the media guise that SM have been using.
It’s undeniably clear who are indeed the “victims” and who are the wolves in wannabe sheep clothing are.
Honestly, I always had low expectations when it came to SM. But when the figures came out from the DBSK lawyers my eyes still popped out of their sockets.
I thought it was bad, real bad, and my expectations were low, real low, but SM still managed to beat my expectations and make me see that I in fact didn’t give them enough credit with their slave contracts.
a 13 year contract?
In the Entertainment business, that is a contract for showbiz LIFE. And it being 13 years means that they signed it before they debuted and of course were underage. Wow, talk about low.
And I have no doubt in believing that SM knew that DBSK would be big. Think about it, if you want boy bands you go to SM, they know how to make them well, especially the 5 member boy band. They did it once with H.O.T, had an extra member with Shinhwa, and even though they’re expectations were low in the beginning with Shinhwa, they proved themselves worthy and turned out amazing. So, even in their negligence they still had a great group that dominated. And by just looking and listening at DBSK, even before they take the stage, you could tell that these boys were going places.
What I guess pissed me off the most, is the amount of control that SM had over these poor boys lives.
Everything, big or small was controlled by them, one week holidays in a year, having to comply to SMs scheduling, without contest, having to pretty much do anything and everything they say to you and when you complain are ignored?
That is, quite simply, stripping them of their basic rights as human beings. Having no free will pretty much means you are a slave.”
And they add dis pic on the post!
The add some more..
“It’s outrageous. And what is even more devious to me is SMs handling of the other two of DBSK. At the time that the three DBSK boys in question were spotted heading to lawyers offices’, SM suddenly announced a change of schedule for Yunho, a new drama, and days later came news of Changmin working on a new drama. It pretty much looked like a known war tactic, divide and conquer.
Whats worse for SM than all 5 standing united against them? That would probably cause a larger dive in stock too. And what this does is, do the best damage SM would want to the masses, create doubt. “Why not all 5?” … “JaeJoong, YooChun and Junsu are selfish/suffering/betrayed/malicious…..” “Yunho and Changmin are cowardly/loyal/traitors/selfish….” This splits the fans a part and makes the public/shareholders wonder.
And what do DBSK need the most now? Support. From fans and the public alike.
So far even with JaeJoong, Yoochuns and Junsus press release, there is one clear thing there. They are talking about DBSK as a unit, and not them on their own. And them gaining anything would be for all their sakes. And I don’t really think talking about the Cosmetics Company is even worth the bother, because clearly, that is not the issue at all, just a tactic by SM to deviate from the true issue. Talking about the Cosmetics company is as futile as talking about Lee SooMans venture in to the Wine making business.”
And Lee Su Man’s pic!
More from them:
“Let’s attack the points DBSK stated in their Press release:
The 13 Year Contract:
– Does not include Military Service.
– Cancelling the exclusivity clause means triple the amount of Investment by SM and double the loss in earnings.
– Cancelling the contract amounts to moneys we can never dream of knowing how large they are.
– No Contract Fees.
– Album earnings: Don’t sell over 500K, get nothing.
It’s insane when you look at it plainly. So basically, there is no way out, because they’re not even paid a quarter of how much they need to get these clauses lifted from their contract, and will only dream of getting paid the amount that gets them to cancel their contracts. Another note, if they ever so wish to invest in something that may get them a decent amount of money outside the entertainment industry, SM will make sure to blow it out of proportion and make them look like villains (cosmetics business issue). So SM pretty much left them so suffocated, that the only time they can breathe is when they’re so worn out, that they mentally and physically can’t get anywhere afterwards. Nice, that’s a good way to enslave someone, I’ll take note of it when my soul evaporates and my morals are eaten by the Easter Bunny.
DBSKs complaints:
– SM keeps avoiding the true issue.
– No matter how many times they have asked for revisions made, they have been turned away.
– They have been defamed by claims of greed and betrayal about a cosmetics company.
– They lost faith in any rational negotiations and have had to resort to legal actions.
– SM twisted everything cos they know that we’re saying the truths.
– They made us lose the will to continue our dreams.
– We want to stay as one, so bloody hell just comply and let us all be happy.”
“I may have rephrased things slightly, but that’s the gist of things. What makes me wonder the most is, if SM gets such monstrously huge percentages from their artists, how on Gods Green Earth do they manage to fall in to deficit? O_O
And the first response to the press release?
SM said:
We hired a lawyer-man!
When I saw articles about their one response about them hiring a lawyer I couldn’t help but laugh, you have to have a legal department or at least a legal consultant already, how else would you have contracts SMarties?
But then they went out full force…
SMs claims:
– They made 11Billion Won now, so get over it!
– We gave them expensive gifts, FOREIGN and expensive gifts… See, we can be nice!
– That money doesn’t include CFs, endorsements, etc.
– We told them they would get tired before they did this, so there!
– Come on, come on, there’s only THREE OF THEM involved in this case, of course it’s all about makeup, so they can keep up their image and market the products as their own!
– There is no law that says we can’t have contracts longer than 7 years! yay for loopholes!
– There’s no law saying singers can’t promote overseas, stop your belly-aching!
– We changed the exclusivity rights clause a few times, here’s some dates and some reasons why, but we wont tell you what the conditions were.
– We’re slave-drivers and we love it!
Again, I twisted some wording myself, but the message is still the same, and I figure someone has to twist SMs words, its not fair, they do it to everyone, they should get hit with it! Nonetheless, SMs figures seem a little shady, no specifics again. Was it pre-tax, how much did they actually get? Would it be so hard to actually produce the accounts and then let the courts tell us the figures as opposed to your one figure and no proof?
About the wonderful gifts, it’s nice to know that you think you’re their Sugar Daddies. Mentioning gifts seems like they’re trying to make up for something…over compensation anyone? And there’s word going round that the cars that the boys have aren’t in fact gifts from SM, but under SMs name and not theirs. So, DBSK are pretty much borrowing them.
And Japan and China and all their other activities, where does that money go…. Most importantly, those hundreds of concerts they’ve done? Again, where do you put that moneys SM, who does it go to?
I addressed this before and I knew it would come up from mighty SM, the fact that only 3 are involved in this. Well, SM, if you victimise someone long enough, twist them and prod them, force them to do so much, and then make them out to be evil doers who invest their money in makeup, that they wont stand up for themselves? And evidently, it isn’t above SM to manipulate others and their schedules, so could it have been possible that they made YunHo and ChangMins schedule so busy that they physically could not be able to consult with lawyers and sign agreements saying they will partake in a court case as such? And seriously, trust them to bring it up so many times, if they keep it bringing it up I’m going to brand the SM board as drag queens who like to put on Chinese makeup every weekend and are jealous that the boys are shareholders and not them.
I think I’ve rattled on for long enough, but no matter what, this is probably the case to keep your eye on, fan or no fan, this is the biggest group in Asia and one of the biggest entertainment companies in Korea. I won’t guarantee that I’ll be covering this, I just found the press release so ludicrous that I couldn’t keep my ramblings for my own private journal.
Fans should, of course, keep the faith in their boys. This lawsuit by the three was probably the hardest decision they have had to make in their entire lives. The stress that comes with it, the bashing, the war that will ensue, the character defamation, the effect on reputation and of course the effect on family is just so immense. Junsus dad was even harassed at their pizza place for some words on it, with which he gave no comment. They knew it would happen and still went through with it, knowing also that SM would have a strong hold on the media. So it just seems incredibly petty to think it would simply be about a cosmetics business, don’t you think?”
And dis pic:
“Where are all of yous?
Boys you have my support, keep on trucking and change those contracts for good! It worries me to think that kids as young as 6 may have this kind of thing in store for them in the future. Hopefully this means that all contracts under SM will be revised. Slave Management Entertainment needs a complete legal reform and hopefully this will be the new beginning and the kick in the backside to get them treating people like human beings.”
That was what the msg is all about!I asked a friend about it for more info becoz I really feel worry for them.I can’t imagine anything happened to the 5 of them.It makes me can’t sleep & can’t concentrate on my work.Thank God coz she told me not to worry.It’s all the problem with SM & their “dream”.Honestly,I was very worried about Yunho!Really!!!!Nomu2 kokjong hae yo! How is he doing and did anything going ok for him?Ughhhh!I’m too worried!As long as we keep the faith,it’ll be okay!
These msg made me cry.I love how Cassie care for them and Thanks GOD,everyone are promising the same thing.WILL ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!
I still can’t feel better but I need to make myself feel better.My last words for them and all Cassie…
THERE IS ONLY ONE DBSK IN THIS WORLD.ALTHOUGH PEOPLE CALLS THEM BY MANY NAMES.TVXQ/TVfXQ/DBSK/DBSG/TOHOSHINKI OR WHATEVER NAMES PEOPLE CALLS THEM,THEY’RE STILL THE SAME PERSON.THEY’RE JUNG YUNHO,KIM JAEJOONG,SHIM CHANGMIN,PARK YOOCHUN & KIM JUNSU.THE SAME PERSON YEARS BEFORE AND YEARS AFTER!OUR LOVE FOR THE WILL BE ETERNALLY!DBSK,FIGHTING!!!!!
And diz is what Yuchun had on his chest.Perhaps a msg for all cassie.
I have been 3 years in college N left it less than 1 year ago.Since then,I’ve never felt the “HOMESICK” even my college is far far away from my home.I need to take flight,taxi N busses to reach my home.
And now,I am only a miles away from my home.It’s just need me to drive in about 2 hours for home but I can’t go there.Guess what?I’ve not going home since 2 months!What am I?Only a teacher,not a business woman!But I really have no time to go home since I was too busy with class-replacement,assignment and etc.
Homesick is not easy!At first,I don’t know I had had a homesick untill I felt no appetite,no mood for doing anything except reading.I posponed on doing my assignment N the exam paper I promised the kids to give them on Friday for monthly-exam.OWhhhhhhh….I wish I can fly now~~~
Oh yaeh…I saw many silent readers of my fan-fiction.Hey,at least leave me some comments or “hey” notes!I’m so bored here alone,ne….This little world of mine is getting bored without “you”!
It’s been a long time since I don’t write to my “future”.Nothing to tell “him” yet.Maybe “he” is too busy to read mine so I stopped to write to “him” untill one day I wish to!
Okay!Dat’ all 4 2day!Enjoy ur life,”Silent Reader”!!!!!I still wanna play hide N seek wif ya!
I feel lonely here so let me know I'm not alone by leaving me some "hye" notes.A K-Pop lover,prefer to love than to be a fan-girl.Love "him" after my GOD, the PROPHET N my family.Be my friend so My FUTURE will know that I'm not alone before I met "him"!TQ!